Whitney Port is dealing with “all-consuming” grief after suffering a miscarriage earlier this summer.
Port, 34, first shared she miscarried on her podcast “With Whit” in July, and opened up further to co-star Kaitlynn Carter on Monday’s season finale of “The Hills: New Beginnings.”
“The grief is all-consuming,” she told Carter, 31. “It’s all you can think about. It’s like a death is happening inside your body, and you’re also supposed to show up for your child that you have and you can’t really be sad in front of them, and you’re just confused if your feelings are okay [or] if they’re too dramatic.”
She continued, “The thought of the death of something that you haven’t met yet … it feels silly, but it’s not, because it’s you. It’s a part of the love you have with your husband and it’s just heartbreaking.”
Port’s husband, Tim Rosenman, with whom she shares 2-year-old son Sonny, wants more children. But he reassured her on the reality show that “if it never is the right time, it won’t happen, and if it becomes the right time or our feelings change, we can keep having this conversation as we go.”
Port also admitted she is still grieving the loss of her father Jeffrey, who died in 2013, which has made going through a miscarriage even more difficult.
The reality star said, “Losing my father was the worst thing that ever happened to me, and then having this happen and then not having him to even talk to about it was so hard.”
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